A private domicile in which reside my enigmatic inner mechanations.
五月四日１０：２０
just settled in at activitea, a place that replaced tredwell coffee here in wheaton. they kept the layout the same with the nice loft and they kept a nice quiet vibe and everything. it's a bit gayer tho.
五月三日２１：１１
update: i'm watching youtube literally right now as i type this lmao. i ain't shit.
五月三日
i think i'll try something. i'm gonna limit the amount of youtube that i view in a day. let's say like an hour or two of youtube per day. idk how much i watch rn. probably 3-4 on bad days. either way, these kinds of rules only work if i have something to replace it with. i'm gonna try to be more mindful about what i'm consuming. maybe i can read one of the books i have downloaded on my phone. maybe i can throw in a dvd or a tape i wanna watch. and actually watch it instead of have it on in the background.
yk i wonder if it makes a different what i have on in the background. like maybe it'll be better if i keep audio stuff for what i allow in the background. and then if i'm watching video, i can just watch it with my full attention. idk. i'm kind of spitballing.
and if i'm honest, i pretty much dicked around on my computer all day. and ate. i did set up my dvd and vcr player, and i got this website together which i'm pretty proud about, i think this'll be fun. i'd like to make a video or record something before bed tonight. maybe clean up my room a bit. let's see how it goes.
五月三日
lot of coffee in my body lately. no motivation, just hella coffee. i think no coffee tomorrow. just need a ton of matcha.
today i'd like to get my room cleaned up. i got my old vcr/dvd player going on another tiny tv in my room. the ippo dvd's aren't working but the vhs tapes do work so that's kinda trippy. the ippo dvd's work fine on my laptop so it's chill.
